What an empty life. But thats ok, its going to be over soon.
Aku selalu tertanya-tanya, aku ke yang tak cuba, aku ke yang berkira or they are just too much. Aku pon tak tau, tapi aku rasa aku tak macam tu. Kalau berkawan, you have to give and take. Thats the basic principle. Bende ni applies to nearly everything. So, untuk give and take aku rase kene ade common sense. Sometimes, i think i’m being used. Aku berkira sangat ke? Buat je la, tolong je la orang. Takyah nak kesah sangat. Tapi, aku rase kalau aku keep tolong orang, aku setelkan semua bende, aku ni, aku tu. I have had enough. Aku rasa tak adil. I don’t wanna feel this way, aku nak tolong or buat something dengan rasa ikhlas cos that how i was. Tapi, bila aku je kene buat/ setelkan semua bende, i can’t help but feel annoyed. Cos I’m a human
ok i feel bad writing this.
