shippunim

June 18, 2008

its not alright.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , — shippunim @ 10:52 am

Its not alright..it never was. I saw him yesterday, he came with her and that hurts me. I saw him waiting for her on my way back, it hurts me even more.

Today, while watching this korean drama (witch Yoo Hee), there was this part where this guy got rejected, he was not the main character anyway, but i like him more than the main character because he seems like a guy that doesn’t really know how to express his feelings. He was supposed to be the antagonist, as in he doesn’t like the heroin but wants to marry her because of money. But, somehow, i feel when he said, he loves her, he was speaking the truth. I hate this series because the main characters seem to be the bad ones, they are the one who lie and cheat on others back, and thats how they fall for each other. Ok, forget about korean drama

Too emotionally attached to the series, i couldn’t hold my tears no more. I called my friend to ask about what happened the day before. I haven’t spoken a word, but, she seemed to know where i was going. Hahghhh..its in the past, i think i’ve let it go…yes, i think i do..but somehow, when a story left without an ending, there’s always a part of me wanting to know what actually happened.. Silly me.. I should’ve just moved on. This thing has cost me too much..

Ok, i guess, by the time i’m writing this sentence, i’ve sober up.. hagghhh lega..ok, just leave it. I wish i could undo the call. i shouldnt have called my friend just now. I should’ve just write it here, now i think i might get a lil bit embarrass to see her…oki dokeyy..

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